i wasz on the verge of suicide but the pictures of the happy times came flying around my mind. on that point of time. i know, i still have hope.

im not gonna elaborate what happened today cusz its way too personal. all i could say now is, i miss my dad oh-so badly. please come back and help me solve every piece of shit im gong thru now. i need yo so badly. so does mom. yo left and i dont want mom to leave us tooo. whats happening? why is life always unfair to me? why? im sorry fo not being a good daughter. im sorry for not being a good sister. im sorry for not being a good girlfriend. im sorry for not being a good friend. im sorry for not being good. im sorry for everything. so please bless my life like the way it is before. i cant stand this piece of shit any longer. im not that strong to handle all this crap myself. pls oh pls. im not strong enough to face life any more. i wanted to end it but i dont want to leave in sin. idky im breaking down real bad now. but seriously, please life, end everything thats a struggle immediately. thank yo
11:43 PM // lipsof this sugar on