i just have thousands of things to tell. i have thousands of feelings playing now. it sucks. it reall sucks to get blame for the things that you didnt do. or easy saying, you get blame when yor telling the truth. today really hurt me alot. trust me. ive been hurt alot but today like everything poke me. from someone you love to family to friends. it really sucks to pen down everything what im feeling inside. it really is. i guessz i should just keep it and let go only when i find the right person to let it all out.

now, when i switch on facebook. i was really hurt to see i was KICKED out as "sister". i was damn hurt. damn damn hurt. idky but tears came out. sigh. now i know where i stand. like yeah, no longer in you(s) heart right?

and now, i feel like commiting suicide. fuck!
8:56 PM // lipsof this sugar on