i dont know why but things are really going outta control here. like sometimes its fine and sometimes its going bad. and when i say bad, i mean REAL bad. i mean, i dont feel being in the family. not' literally', but not in IN the family. yknow what i meant. i miss out alot of family outings and events. i kept going out of house late night and coming back only early in the morning when both mom and sister is out to work and school. and when they're back, im getting ready to go out. sister is showing attitude already and mom been naggy. but i know they do care cusz she kept calling and ask me where am i or smtg. but the only thing is, when we talk about family stuff, i feel waaay LEFTOUT. and i feel reaaaall bad. fo now, i shalll turn my concentration to only them and no one else. they're the only family im left with. and the only person dad left me looking after. i love yo mom and sister *hugs
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whats left to update? hmmm, naaaay. too much things, just not that safe to update here. too much eyes. hahaha.
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ps; Cant tell me nothing now baby i know how to fly