have you ever felt so damn low that you felt sucha let down
or
maybe felt so damn useless that everyone is looking down on you?
or even
felt that your dreams are being crushed like a bursting balloooon?

i know i do.
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a big FVCK YOU
for those who think i wont be able to make it thisz year.
and when i get my results.
i know ill be running to your damn face and (insert action)
oh yesz for what ive heard about you calling me stupid
or saying things about me.
i swear ive gone through a hard time thisz year.
feeling my days with rough patches.
i do believe in retribution.
so i curse you.
that you are going to feel what im feeling soon
correction, DOUBLE of what im feeling!
ohh yeah baby.
*excited*
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so today was my first day of menstruation and this feeling sucks.
i felt all-mooody the whole time in school.
i feel like fainting or even lying down flat on the ground and screaming.
ohhh-goooodness mercy of 'o'-macdonalds
i guess thats about it.
im gonna get start on my art after being all left behind
and i know mr woo is going to screw me up and down for not turning up
on his extra art classes during holidays, today and last two days.
how great.
till then
xoxo