it was bright out- a typical sunny day. and i still felt like a spotlight was trained on me. like a neon sign. its stupid to be sooo self-conscious and god i knew that! well, i dont know if its just me or an illusion. but hell to that, cusz i know im strong enough to face another draggy day in schoool just now .
exams are in few days time. was half prepared and ohh dont mention art assigment. i was only one-quarter done with it. but ill push myself to get everything done. not to mention, i could already feeeel the pressure coming. whatt if i repeat the same mistake i did few month(s) back. as in yknow.
i was browsing thru old pictures in my two thumbdrive. i cant believe that time fly so faaaast.often , when i loooked back over my first few months in school, how alone, blue and draggy it was. with non- confrontational, things are waaay better then whutt i expect. now i felt like its bright crimson or maybe glistening gold. everything reminds me the tapestry of family and friends that wove together around me was a beautiful, glowing thing, full of their bright, complementary colours.
i guess this gonna be my last post. i need to stay away from cyber world awhile cusz if not, god knows how badly ill do in my exams. so yes, miss me and keeep on tagging.
xoxo
2:47 PM // lipsof this sugar on