sometimes i wonder why do pessive words came across our mind when we're really down. i find it really stupid when i re-called back what i did tried to do and what ive already did when everytime im on the verge of breaking down. HAHA- jolly make me feel so amateur to those who could think optimist. seriously. i tried to control but it makes me harder to think. oh well.

maths wasnt that tough liike what i thought. i really hope i could pass and duhh , "ACED" it. insyallah. ha haa- and malay? god. now i know how sucky my language is. i was like " shit!" i dont know which is which and tons of words i dont really know the meaning. HAHA-

i feel like penning this thought. it just gush thru my brain following the wind. well, basically. i hate girls pretending to be a bitch when deep inside i know they are scared, lost and yeah jealous. seriously. well, i know i gossip. (who doesnt) but sometimes right, its better to think before you talk. cusz yknow what, things you talked about might ended up with you being the one. thats why the phrase "LOOK YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR" was invented. im not trying to say im pretty or what laa. but when you talk things about me. about my flaws. what about you? u wouldnt want me going to your face and said that word right? so, im taking things lightly now cusz i dont think making things big with a GIRL like you do any satisfaction. seriously! i dont get anything. and besides that. stop glaring and loooking at me. from my angle, i could long ago notice you looking at me. hmm. from the start of the schoool month i guess. HA HA. oh yeah, im talking about you miss "flawless" (opps!)

and boy, i hate it when you leave me when you're off with your friends. or soccer. or whatever laa. booooo-